Life hasn't really been exciting for me for the past few weeks. Boredom lingers around me. It's time I pick up something now! If not, work. XD I feel like a workaholic now. =D Or should I come up with some new flavored food? hmmm ok think I shall do that. Shall post the recipe soon! Pictures from Bintan shall be posted soon. soon~~~

Today's the 1st of april, which also means it's APRIL FOOL'S DAY! But damn~ when you don't really have much people to hang around with or talk to~ there's nothing much you can prank about. People~ talk to me. LOL

People that worked with me at the HSBC event, see anything familiar? Yeap! Noticed that in Bintan. XD Kinda brings back memories yea?

Stolen a pic from a friend's blog. XD was thinking that it's quite funny, hence imma show it to ya'll too.

now~ wonder how it'll look like with specs...

ok~ maybe not~ =x

I'm a baked potato~ And I'M PEELING!!! haha~ Kinda cool yet in the mean time, disgusting. hahahaha. damn~~

I AM BACK!

Missed me anyone? OK~ I don't think so. If you peeps are wondering where the heck I've been recently, I went to Bintan on the 17th till today. 3D2N in a double story villa with 5 other friends and a private club car! Namely, Clara, Jia Li, Pei Yi, Ruth, Benjamin and I.

Day 1

Departed from Tanah Ferry terminal at 5 pm. The ferry was travelling at a super high speed, such that we reached the island in a matter of seconds! o.O ok~ so there's actually a lag time of 1 hour. Headed straight to the resort and met with my 4 other friends that came 2 hours odd ahead of us. a in a matter of minutes~ (close to an hour actually) I met. Mr. Buggy! Ben drove Clara, Ruth and I back to the villa while Jia Li and Pei yi continued to shop over that the main lobby. After I fetched the other two ladies from the main lobby, It's dinner time! Pei Yi and Jia Li made dinner for us on the first night! Angel's hair with sausages, Campbell's soup, this weird spicy and sour clam thingy and baked beans! After our dinner, I decided to take a spin and tour around the resort with the older people. Oh, there's kinda like a age gap in our group. In the older corner! We have! Pei Yi, Jia Li and I! And in the younger corner! Clara, Ruth and Ben! Round 1! fight! Ding ding ding! anyway~ the 3 of us headed straight to the beach and the view was superb! Great wind, clear night sky with lots of stars, nice clear view of the horizon and last but not least, the beach! Chilled at a near by restaurant till 12 plus and headed back for more chilling and a game of black jack whereby the loser have to eat a WHOLE MOUTHFUL OF GOO! =D Consisting of Mashed potato, potato chips, parsley, nutella, Parmesan cheese and some other stuff. Disgusting eh? Ben had 2/3 of it. I had 1/3. Yes, it's a game between both of us. Seriously speaking~ I still thank that it tasted unique but nice.

Day 2
Clara and Ruth made breakfast for us! Slurps~
Headed down to the beach after that and that's when the FUN BEGAN!!! Ran straight for and into the waves. And after a few retarded clashed with them, they got so angry that they took my specs away as a token. So now I'm blind. Lucky for me that I bought a box of contact lens, hence, I could see again! Headed back down to the beach for another face off and snorkeling we go! Took a 15 minutes speed boat ride to a recommended snorkeling location and there, we jumped into the water and swam around for an hour. Corals were EVERYWHERE and so were clown fishes, sea urchins, plankton and other fishes. Chased a school of fishes just to find myself stuck in the midst of the coral reef. Had only 10 cm of clearance from my belly to their surface. luckily I got out without having and scratches or damages to them. Almost stepped on a sea urchin while I was re-wearing my goggles, if not, it'll good-bye to you all. what a dumb way to die. 23-year-old died from sea urchin poison when attempting to wear his snorkeling goggles. LOL! Ok next stop, Pasar Oleh Oleh! Had a wonderful lunch and shopped for our dinner and also a few little gifts. Had a temporary tattoo but Clara said that it doesn't suit me cause I have a kiddish look. T_T Headed back to the villa coz Jia Li had to go back to Singapore due to work matters. Dinner time~ Ben and I am in charge this time round. Well... all we're left is was noodles, cheese, bake beans, parsley, leftover rice, leftover chicken, egg, Egg, and EGGS~ So, cooking was rather easy. Menu: Scrambled eggs, Cheese omelet, omelet with ketchup, egg fried rice, dried-up chicken, baked beans and last but not least, noodles. After dinner and a short shilling session~ all of us went to bed.

Day 3

Woke up by Ben to catch the sunrise only to be disappointed by the cloudy sky which then blocked the emergence of the sun. Well, since we're there, we might as well do something, had a few pictures taken and then it's sea shells and crabs searching time. As Ruth and I walked along the coast line, we found quite a number of interesting things. A washed -up fish, a gigantic clam shell that we wanted to pry open but instead used to saved that fish and hence thrown away for I have got no isea why, clams sticking only an abandoned slipper with their "tongues" sticking out, yellow coloured sea water, dead-but-beautiful corals and mini lagoons on the beach itself. Walked so far from our starting point that Clara described us as a dot from her view. After we've satisfied ourselves with the things on our hand, we headed back to the villa and slacked till it time to check out and off to the ferry terminal we go~! 30 minutes before we enter the gates, I realised that I left a very nice oil painting which I bought at Pasar Oleh Oleh in the villa. After a while of persuasion by the rest, I called back to the resort to report that lost painting. Was told to wait at the ferry termial over at Singapore for the painting to be "delivered" by one of their staff but it never came. Oh btw, I think we waited for 1~2 hours. Thanks for waiting with me people. Rang them again and the lady said that they couldn't contact the staff and also find the painting. Shrugs... Oh well, my mistake. ^^ Thanks for helping me out though, appreciated. Headed down to Bedok for KFC and after which home by cab.

Though we really didn't do much and it doesn't really have the overseas holiday trip, overall, I still kinda enjoyed it. Well~ I might go there again someday. Might. OH~! PICTURES WITH CAPTIONS WILL BE SORTED OUT AND UPLOADED SOON! stay tuned~~~

As said earlier~ here's the pics of our recent gathering!!!
The rain ain't stoppin us from having fun!
MISS YOU GUYS!!! LET'S HAVE ANOTHER GATHERING SOON!

Met up with a few colleagues, great people to hang out with too. They are~ Celestine, Cynthia, Devien, Eugene, Zhao Xiang, Benjamin and Yi Jin. Was suppose to meet them at 9 am but I woke up late. hence again, I took a cab down to Vivo. Had breakfast at LJS, bought a pair of new flip flop. After we got all the things we should get, it's time for us to head over to Sentosa.

Everything was a-okay~ UNTIL!!! *JENG JENG JENG~!!!* It started raining once we stepped out of the tram. Shrugs, in any case, we decided to bunk at palawan beach, sat down at this ulu place, and decided to play the Game Of Concentration! At this point of time, I must say this, I'm sorry to the people that died at my hands! I'm evil. ok, I won't say 'bout what happened but pics might be posted soon. XD The rain ceased after a few rounds of laughter and fun. GOOD

CAPTAIN'S BALL!!! That was our 1st game. XD Kinda Imbalanced with the girl/guy ratio thing, but hell we had tons of fun! It's been so crap long since I've had so much fun and under the rain too!!!

Next up! Volleyball! hmmm... yet another imbalanced team... haha but it was fun too! hahaha. no pics taken during our games though. Eugene can make a very good goal keeper, he just dives for the ball for no reason and at times catching it too. =x

VOLLEY THE VOLLEYBALL CHALLENGE!!! Haha I'm a little embaressed to say this but 8 of us can only manage to volley the ball like hmmm 20 times? or was it 23? or lesser? dorgh, I forgot. ok. Yijin and Eugene ( the gene brothers) decided to take a dip and swim across the "lagoon" hence we waited for their return, headed for the shower and back to Vivo we go! OFF TO THE MOVIES!!!

But first, dinner at food republic, darn~ i was famished, same goes for the gene brothers. The not so hungry Zhao Xiang had cheese balls for dinner. o.O talk about a proper meal... haha. Caught the spiderwick chronicles!!! hmmm sorry people but i'd give it a low rating. Other than the way they end, the movie was quite predictable. For the sake of those that haven't caught the movie, I shall not say it here. Ask me if you want to know! XD

Ok, going off to bed now. 3 more hectic days to this hectic week for me. Jeff. Stay strong and keep smiling. STOP BEING STRESSED UP AND DEPRESSED!

Pictures and videos will be posted soon. -stay tuned-

Tweety!!!

Choc Truffle with Earl grey tea and Tiramisu with Dark Choc Frappe

Tweety and Tazzie ^_^

Met up with Stella yesterday. It's her 21st b day!!! Met up with her to pass her her pressies ^ ^. Since we both have time to spare, she decided to introduce me to one of the best tasting Choc Truffle of all times and it's down at NIE's Library! Laughed our guts out and FINALLY, we took a picture together ^^. Sadly, I had to head down to Newton by 7 pm for practise. See you soon Stella~!!

I'm totally worned out. From thurs till now, I had like less then 8 hrs of sleep.

Thursday
Out with me friends chilling and somehow turned out to be a session of consolation. reached home late. Stayed up late to do plannings/ researches for my upcoming Bintan trip. Darn it's messed up. Before I realise it, it's already morning but I can't sleep for if I do, I'd not be able to make it to PA in time.

Friday
After Chingay Preview, Kenrick, Mao and I decided to just chill till late. Hence, again, I couldn't sleep. So that's already 2 nights without slumber. Thought being a helper won't be tiring but no~ I was wrong. It can be really tiring without sleep.

Saturday
Had to reach PA at 3pm but cause of certain factors which I shall not say out, we couldn't make it in time to PA so we decided to go straight to Padang instead. Famished and Tired. Kenrick, Mao, Wei Yang and I decided to go to Raffles City for our dinner and rushed back after that. Chingay this year was kinda boring, rather dull I'd say. Oh well, a parade's a parade. Hitched a ride back to PA from the dancers and rotted for a while. Decided to play with the "helium" balloons but guess that it's not helium in there cause after inhaling the whole balloon of gas, there wasn't even any effect at all. Conclusion, it could be nitrogen instead. O.O! By right, I should be yawning like mad at this point of time but NO~! I was WIDE AWAKE! So I asked Kenrick and Mao (again) to accompany me to go for a short session of lan gaming at JEC. Oh Damn~ does their computer's suck or what! 1st there wasn't the games we wanted to play on ALL THE COMS that I CHANGED~! 4 times~! 4 diff coms~! Lousy Sh*t. Oh well, left that place at 3 plus am and walked home. ah~ 1st sleep after so long.

Sunday
Stayed up till 7, needed to go to (The Republic Cultural Centre)TRCC to help out @ backstage. 1st few to reach there and daze. We didn't do much there, basically what we did was pasting the schedule for the day at each and every places that the MUNGENTS should be able to see. Yes, It's their dance performance and they are M-A-D~!!! Super flexible people and the guys' pencil turns are like more than 10 rounds easily! CHECK THAT SH*T! If you wanna know what else they did, ask me, I won't exaggerate. Swear. After the whole performance, I met up with Brenda for supper @ causeway point's Burgerling XD (don't ask why). She've changed quite a lot from the last time we met ( 1 year ago). After supper, we went our ways and I decided to take 178 from woodlands back home. I thought it'd take me like close to 2 hours to reach home but guess what? It took only 45 mins~! COOL! Reached home at 12 plus, still awake or should I say "Zombified". Anyway I forced myself to sleep but only managed to sleep at 6 am

Monday
9 am, Nicholas, called me on my mobile telling me 'bout the submission of documentations to the Unis that we applied a few days back. Thanks to him, I woke up in shock and was wide awake all over again. (I meant it in a good way.) Decided to spread that news to Benjamin, met up with them in sch at 2 pm to get our result slips photocopied and certified, headed down the MOE HQ to get our O lvl certs reprinted ( yes we misplaced it. don't judge us, it'll be your turn soon! BWAHAHAHA). as it was late, we headed off to Breako to chill and dine instead. Bill was 73 bucks! We didn't have much though. Went to Ben's house to get a new game for PSP and chilled more at a nearby coffeshop while waiting for my childhood friend, Dennis, to come over for his dinner. He got lost. LOL! after a while he found his way, ate and took a ride on his bike back home. Chilly night~

Tuesday
Slept at 2 am till 6 am when I just popped out of my slumber all of a sudden and stayed awake till now. Went back to Ngee Ann to get our photocopied 'O' lvl certs certified too. 1st stop, NUS, handed in our documents to the lady-in-charge only to realise that we needed to include a photocopy of our IC/ passport/ birthcert. Damn all 3 of us to leave that out. Approached this helpful dude for directions to the photocopy services place, he offered to lead us to the place itself THANKS TONS DUDE~! Saved our LIVES~! But after he saved our lives, the stupid auntie in-charge of photocopying said she want to go for her lunch and don't want to help us photocopy our documents. Pissed with her. And again~! I approached another two good samaritans for directions for other photocopying services, this time round, they drew us a map of how to get to the place and lent us their cashcards. Hallelujah! Thank you God for letting us meet all the helpful people today. So we finally done all that's needed to do at NUS. Next stop NTU, headed there by cab and after a short wild geese chase, we managed to find the place to hand in our stuff. Damn NTU IS TOO BIG AND BUILDINGS ARE TOO SCATTERED~! Met up with Carol, ( ben's accquintance), went to JP to eat. lamed quite alot and after they left, i stayed back in jp to wait for my bestest best friend, Lydia, treated me to a wonderful meal of KFC, accompanied her to walk around JP looking for things that she wanted to buy but we didn't in the end. went home, and here am I, still awake, time now is 1:34am. I need to wake up at 7am and reach Boon Keng at 9am for a job interview. Should I sleep? damn.

I don't have much friends I guess. Peeps that I really care and bother about only come to me when they are in need. Yea, friends are meant to be used at times like this but what about the rest of the time when their lifes are going smooth? I'm no where to be found in their mind. Thanks people. I don't hate you. Just disappointed that's all. Now for your turn, think about it. How many of the people around you really consider a friend? sigh... Do I need friends?

Darn I'm excited. Planning to go overseas with two of my buddies. But prob is this, Phuket or Bintan? http://web.bintanlagoon.com/index.htm THIS IS SUPER ATTRACTIVE TO ME. dorgh~! back to planning XD

[Verse 1]
Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without
You around in my life
and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place
and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind

[Chorus]
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (You only)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again

[Verse 2]
I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you,
God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life

[Chorus (repeat till end)]
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (You only)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lonely)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again

Void

Darn... don't think that i'll be able to come online for the next few days. Lap top's charger is spoilt. Darn~ batt's running low. sigh~ call or sms me if any of you wanna find me k? 92317258. *shrugs*

hey people, have you ever wonder why sometimes you are feeling so mentally tired, so grumpy yet with no reasons or unexplanably emo? I've been wondering why. Are that like signs of depression? If that is, boy i'm in deep shit cause I've been having those thoughts for like months. I know, it's best to share your thoughts and stuff with someone that you trust and all but hmmm... it's really hard to do that. ok I shall not force my friends to share their stuff with me anymore. It's really hard especially at this point of time. relationship, family, friends, school, money... all these are just some of the factors that is affecting me right now and nope, they are not in sequence. Sigh~ Hey friends that are reading this, please don't feel bad that you cannot help or anything. It's not that I don't want to share or anything, but I really don't know how. Just feeling void. My life's empty.

No. I'm not even thinking of suicide, so don't worry. XD aiight, I'm feeling weird again. don't wry though. oh~ leave comments if you want k? =peace out=

Yo Peeps, well as I promised~ here's my poem~! Nawh... Well it really is my poem. copyrighted too. Edited it though. XD Here's the original copy wrote that a couple of years back. Still can't really find good things to write about. Well... yea. ^_^ my first work. Thanks to Mrs. Lim Lye Sim for introducing me to poetry. Enjoy this poem... *pst* it was being published on a sch book b4.

Waiting(edited. "now it's called letting go")

Late in the dark of the night
There I was lying down staring into the velvet sky
Like an artist, the stars drew your face
Smiling brightly at me

Memories of us flashed inside my head
When we were talking shyly to each other
And shared those happy things and sad

All I want is to be with you
To know you, to embrace you
Close to my heart
To love you with my heart and soul

But you turned and walked away
Sorrow trickled down my face
Continued for days and days

Rays of light shout out of the horizon
Lifting this world up
Even though we've part our ways
There our footsteps still remain
But slowly fading
Away.

Time in a bottle by Jim Croce.
Emo Song For The Week! Nice lyrics and nice guitar work.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSp0PEBuzEc

I've been quite depressed for these few weeks. Please don't ask me what cause I don't really know why too. Might be due to the fact that I'm searching for inspirations for poems. Looking into the lives of people and all.

If some stranger were to yell out for help in the midst of a crowd and no one responds, will you answer it? Or instead you will be the first to answer it?

Friends. How would you define that word? A person that would be there for you no matter what time is it or where you are? Another person for you to boast about? A person that you would seek only when you need help or just a listening ear?
For people that knows me and thinks that they agree with the third definition that I said, please get out of my life. I'm serious about this. I've always been telling my friends that I'm honoured and glad when they come to me for help. I've always been willing to help them out, even now. But ever since I look deeper, I tend to question myself. Why am I providing this kind of "services" to them? I still can't answer why. Maybe that's cause we are friends? Sigh... I really don't know why.

Seek help. I've always been telling my close friends that if they have problems in their life, don't keep it in their heart. Let them out, if not, it'll be the same as blowing air into a balloon until it burst. But why it's so hard for me to tell someone about the things that's going in my brain? Still prefer to put my emotions into poetry and dance. I should start doing something soon. I'm about to burst.

People that's reading this, please don't feel bad. That's me. well at least I wrote it out. haha. Look out for my upcoming poems as they drill deep into your heart. XD

Check out this vid. CAT LOVERS~! THIS IS FOR U~! XD
and if you're not, u better start lovin them
http://www.snotr.com/video/674

Yo Peeps~! CHECK THIS TWO OUT!!! GLOBAL OWNAGE!!! ALL HAIL TO SALAH! haha

Part 1~!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUh9BB7OPOI&NR=1
Part 2~!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dE60hUHWoaE&feature=related