I'm totally worned out. From thurs till now, I had like less then 8 hrs of sleep.

Thursday
Out with me friends chilling and somehow turned out to be a session of consolation. reached home late. Stayed up late to do plannings/ researches for my upcoming Bintan trip. Darn it's messed up. Before I realise it, it's already morning but I can't sleep for if I do, I'd not be able to make it to PA in time.

Friday
After Chingay Preview, Kenrick, Mao and I decided to just chill till late. Hence, again, I couldn't sleep. So that's already 2 nights without slumber. Thought being a helper won't be tiring but no~ I was wrong. It can be really tiring without sleep.

Saturday
Had to reach PA at 3pm but cause of certain factors which I shall not say out, we couldn't make it in time to PA so we decided to go straight to Padang instead. Famished and Tired. Kenrick, Mao, Wei Yang and I decided to go to Raffles City for our dinner and rushed back after that. Chingay this year was kinda boring, rather dull I'd say. Oh well, a parade's a parade. Hitched a ride back to PA from the dancers and rotted for a while. Decided to play with the "helium" balloons but guess that it's not helium in there cause after inhaling the whole balloon of gas, there wasn't even any effect at all. Conclusion, it could be nitrogen instead. O.O! By right, I should be yawning like mad at this point of time but NO~! I was WIDE AWAKE! So I asked Kenrick and Mao (again) to accompany me to go for a short session of lan gaming at JEC. Oh Damn~ does their computer's suck or what! 1st there wasn't the games we wanted to play on ALL THE COMS that I CHANGED~! 4 times~! 4 diff coms~! Lousy Sh*t. Oh well, left that place at 3 plus am and walked home. ah~ 1st sleep after so long.

Sunday
Stayed up till 7, needed to go to (The Republic Cultural Centre)TRCC to help out @ backstage. 1st few to reach there and daze. We didn't do much there, basically what we did was pasting the schedule for the day at each and every places that the MUNGENTS should be able to see. Yes, It's their dance performance and they are M-A-D~!!! Super flexible people and the guys' pencil turns are like more than 10 rounds easily! CHECK THAT SH*T! If you wanna know what else they did, ask me, I won't exaggerate. Swear. After the whole performance, I met up with Brenda for supper @ causeway point's Burgerling XD (don't ask why). She've changed quite a lot from the last time we met ( 1 year ago). After supper, we went our ways and I decided to take 178 from woodlands back home. I thought it'd take me like close to 2 hours to reach home but guess what? It took only 45 mins~! COOL! Reached home at 12 plus, still awake or should I say "Zombified". Anyway I forced myself to sleep but only managed to sleep at 6 am

Monday
9 am, Nicholas, called me on my mobile telling me 'bout the submission of documentations to the Unis that we applied a few days back. Thanks to him, I woke up in shock and was wide awake all over again. (I meant it in a good way.) Decided to spread that news to Benjamin, met up with them in sch at 2 pm to get our result slips photocopied and certified, headed down the MOE HQ to get our O lvl certs reprinted ( yes we misplaced it. don't judge us, it'll be your turn soon! BWAHAHAHA). as it was late, we headed off to Breako to chill and dine instead. Bill was 73 bucks! We didn't have much though. Went to Ben's house to get a new game for PSP and chilled more at a nearby coffeshop while waiting for my childhood friend, Dennis, to come over for his dinner. He got lost. LOL! after a while he found his way, ate and took a ride on his bike back home. Chilly night~

Tuesday
Slept at 2 am till 6 am when I just popped out of my slumber all of a sudden and stayed awake till now. Went back to Ngee Ann to get our photocopied 'O' lvl certs certified too. 1st stop, NUS, handed in our documents to the lady-in-charge only to realise that we needed to include a photocopy of our IC/ passport/ birthcert. Damn all 3 of us to leave that out. Approached this helpful dude for directions to the photocopy services place, he offered to lead us to the place itself THANKS TONS DUDE~! Saved our LIVES~! But after he saved our lives, the stupid auntie in-charge of photocopying said she want to go for her lunch and don't want to help us photocopy our documents. Pissed with her. And again~! I approached another two good samaritans for directions for other photocopying services, this time round, they drew us a map of how to get to the place and lent us their cashcards. Hallelujah! Thank you God for letting us meet all the helpful people today. So we finally done all that's needed to do at NUS. Next stop NTU, headed there by cab and after a short wild geese chase, we managed to find the place to hand in our stuff. Damn NTU IS TOO BIG AND BUILDINGS ARE TOO SCATTERED~! Met up with Carol, ( ben's accquintance), went to JP to eat. lamed quite alot and after they left, i stayed back in jp to wait for my bestest best friend, Lydia, treated me to a wonderful meal of KFC, accompanied her to walk around JP looking for things that she wanted to buy but we didn't in the end. went home, and here am I, still awake, time now is 1:34am. I need to wake up at 7am and reach Boon Keng at 9am for a job interview. Should I sleep? damn.

I don't have much friends I guess. Peeps that I really care and bother about only come to me when they are in need. Yea, friends are meant to be used at times like this but what about the rest of the time when their lifes are going smooth? I'm no where to be found in their mind. Thanks people. I don't hate you. Just disappointed that's all. Now for your turn, think about it. How many of the people around you really consider a friend? sigh... Do I need friends?