Woots! I'm being posted to OCS! WHOO HOO!!! Uber happy that I made it! Now... I've gotta work even harder for 9 Months!!! Pray hard for me people! OCS! HERE I COME!

Now can you say "oops" to that?

Lol. guys. Check this out!

I am Recruit Jeffrey from BMTC2, 03/08 Ninja Company, Platoon 2, Section 4, Bed 2 BUT! I'm proud to say that................................................................................................................

I HAVE GRADUATED FROM BMTC SCH 2!!!
POP LO!!!!!

I'm NO LONGER a CHAO RECRUIT, a japanese silent warrior or the lowest life form! I'm now Private Jeffrey Lee! WHOO HOO!!!

Woots! Two more weeks to POP and YES! I will and AM PROUD to say that I'm from Ninja Company! I can already sense the strong emotions that I'd have on the 9th of Sept. Really wish that someone could be there though but don't think that will work out though. Sigh... Ok I have got no idea what to say here. Haha, I've been away from electronics for too long already. I'm close to being a retard now!

What Jeffrey Lee Kang Wah Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings. You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun. Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Aiight now... seriously, anyone missed me? haha. I'm out again!!! Whoo! aiight for those that don't know what's happening, I'm in the army already ( finally...) Where you ask? I'm in Ninja Company. The BEST COMPANY in the whole of Tekong! Not only that, I here by declare that the section I'm in is the BEST! XD

well~ It's been 3 weeks already... 10 more weeks to go! I've lost 6 kg so far... I have 10 more weeks to lose more and get my old body back. WOO HOO!!! Hmmm... what can I say bout my Army life? It's really difficult to put it into words. One gotta experience it to know how it feels like. haha. so if you wanna know more, call me or anything. haha.

Booking in again tomorrow at 21 00 hours. Whoo! another week of training to go! Stay Strong Jeff!


=N2402=

Mood: FOUL!
Reason: Left hanging TWICE in two days.

Disappointed in some of my closest friends. Leaving people hanging isn't something that one should ever do ESPECIALLY when you're the one that ask them out. Give them a confirmation or at least like have a plan? I've had enough of going out late at night WITH NO BLOODY PLANS, if not, the same old things. Seriously, it's boring me out. Sorry to say it out straight but I'm really PISSED and disappointed this time round.

Yet another cool video from youtube! This time round, it's an interactive one. The user don't allow other to embedd the vid, so here's the link, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbEei0I3kMQ

Mood: Uber Happy
Reason: Went out with someone special to me.

Countdown to NS: 7 days

Yo peepz, check this vid out! And while you're at that, buy me one of it @ http://www.theneocube.com

XD came across this super cool site today. Thought that I should just give it a try for fun. Guess who I resemble? Now have a good laugh

Whoo!!! Went to the dragonfly last night! Got signed in by my Bro's sister's manager. Had a cup too many. haha ok la~ I cannot hold my liquor well. Here was the plan, we were suppose to meet 2 other friends for wine, both red and white ( MY FAV!!!) @ tanjong beach. Left the dragonfly at midnight, after 2 hours of drinking to pick up both my other friends. By now, I'm close to dead drunk but I'm just holding myself together with like duct tape or something.

Reached Holland V to meet up with Clara, bought 2 sandwiches and grubbed them. Oh, if I didn't say that I was drinking on a rather empty stomach, yea~ now you know. After Kenrick picked everyone up, we headed over the tanjong beach for our wine. 1st up, white wine! I KO-ed even b4 taking my sip of white wine. hahaha. Dozed off for a minute or two and here it comes, the hangover~ Damn I don't get why would people want to drown their sorrows in alcohol.

It's like totally retarded to get drunk when one's troubled. Not only you're still gonna be troubled, *ding! ding! ding! ding! ding!* you win yourself a good headache too! Ben! YOU ARE DUMB! STOP DROWNING UR SORROWS! Friends that have drinking problem, come and look for me. I'll help you to stop drinking with my brute strength. haha. damn, I'm still feeling tired. ok good night people! erm.. morning.

24th May 2008. I'll forever remember this date. For on this day, I GRADUATED from Ngee Ann Polytechnic!!! WHOO HOOO!!!! (p.s. finally~ phew~)

Yeap that's right~ you've graduated~

My buddy, Clara! *Cheers*

Hmmm~ as I don't really look photogenic and hence the lack of my face in pictures, this is the only one I can post. :D

Countdown to enlistment date: 13 days

Gentarasa 2008: Metamorphosis is OVER! Whoo--Hoo!!! A wonderful experience again on the stage of Esplanade. Great thanks to all the Crews, Dancers and the whole 5 mths odd of training that made this production a success. It's really fun and great. Now~ next to look out for~ PeepS! When are you all free?! Let's go to Sentosa again!!! And clubbing too!! (p.s. never been to a club or pub in SG yet.)

Aiight friends, I'm starting to freak out. Woke up a few minutes ago to realise that a corner of my blanket is soaked in blood. Which means one thing. My freaking nose bleeding problems are back. *curses and swears* Kids reading this, if you get into fights, don't let your nose get hit too much k? BUT then again, DO NOT GET INTO FIGHTS! Body's not really been well recently, food poisoning, old injuries and now, my nose? ok ok~~~ Peeps, I know what you're thinking now~ "JEFF YOU BETTER BLOODY HELL GO SEE A SPECIALIST NOW!!!", so, yeap, I shall. Be on my way now~ Bye people~ *grabs a block of wood* CHOY!!!

damn... another case of food poisoning... this time round i'm not experimenting with flavors. it's the stupid food from the market. *shrugs*

Woots~ Draft for my new poem is DONE! Phase 2 is about the commence! Editing and rephrasing. XD STAY TUNED PEOPLE!!! *spoiler* It's about life. XD

A very cherished friend of mine just asked me a question that was being asked by her other friend. Took me quite a while and TONS of thoughts to answer her but still to no avail. So~ peeps, Guess it's your turn now to think bout this.

Every country or county have their ways of saying hello, for example, (I did my own style XD) Cowboys would say "Howdy" and Mr Hanky says "Howdy-ho"...

So~ now here's the question... How would Singaporeans (yes, as a whole) say hello other than using english? People! Tag your answers to me! XD

I've been super busy with dance training recently for a Wushu performance at Suntec city for Lian He Wan Bao's event and also Gentarasa 2008: Metamorphosis.

Wushu Performance (26th& 27th of April @ Suntec City Hall 402& 403)

The performance was rather boring as the audience's age group is kinda old. So basically, I don't feel any appreciation from the audience. No, not only to our group but to all the performers except for 1 person, Dong Fang Billy. Ok people, Honsestly speaking, I really think that he looks like a monkey. XD Was chuckling away at the backstage when I saw him walking pass us. Yea~ spent this two days performing away. tired.

Gentarasa 2008: Metamorphosis (24th May @ Esplanade)

Sigh~~~ I have got no idea what to say bout this. ok, 2 words, Lousy Management. zzz

Tell you all more bout it next time. when I have the mood for this. LOL

I'm part of this production too!!! XD Anyone wanna come to watch the show?

WHOO HOO!!! Enlistment letter is in my hands now!!! *Opens up the letter* Here what it says, You are hereby required under Section 10 of the Enlistment Act (cap 93), to report for enlistment on the 12th June 2008 at 10 30 am to Basic Military Training Centre(BMTC) School 2. WHOOHOO!!! Ok~ Countday to D-day Starts now! 55 more days to Recruit Lee K W!!! Time to start training again~ but first~ bed. XD nights people~!

Created a new dish today~! BUT!!! It wasn't perfect at all~ why you ask? My sauce suck! Haha ok this is what happened. I woke up this morning and all of a sudden, a vision of a dish flashed by. Consisting of lobster, scallops, asparagus and this weird sauce. ( why weird? cause I have got no idea what sauce was that) Garnished by finely chopped cashew nut and fresh grounded black pepper. Washed up and off to the market I go! Bought the necessary ingredients~ and cooking commenced. Everything went as it should be until I remembered 'bout the sauce, which I have got no idea what it was. So I began to put my brains to work, thought of a "cool" flavor for the lobster which then ends up in a failure. Tried the orthodox sauces and it didn't go well either~ sigh~ so now i'm stuck... Gave up on creating the sauce already... gonna leave it to Mom to wreck her brain, or scold me for wasting money on buying lobsters and scallops for trying out my new dish. PEOPLE! If you have any good ideas for sauces that would or might go well with lobsters and scallops, TELL ME!!!

Oh My Gawd! Dancers of my batch! Guess what I stumbled upon on youtube!!! For people that ain't dancers from my batch or earlier, this item here is called "Forging Ahead" SYF item for Nan Hua Secondary School during 1999.( I was in it too!) Classic item!

Peeps, have you ever felt like an old lap top battery? You get tired oh so easily and you can never have enough of sleep? Been really busy for this past few weeks. Silat's taking my Mondays, Wednesdays and Saturdays. Wushu training on Thurs and dance practises on Sundays. It's all up to tuesdays and fridays for me to rest. BUT! in order to slim down~ I took my both my rest days away to do workouts. Anyone wanna join me for jogs or anything? XD I need a partner, working out alone is boring.

Coming up soon~
27th april: Wushu performance at Suntec City
24th May: Silat/ Malay dance performance at The Esplanade
My new Cheoreography!!! Street Jazz with a tinge of chinese dance ( I'm super excited bout this!) Wish me luck on my new experiment people!

Saw this cool test at my friend's blog. Decided to try it even when my eyes are killing me now.

70 words

Speedtest

ok i need to rest now

sry people, i don't be updating this blog for some time. personal reasons.

WHOO!!! Hit counter to show how little people visit my blog. Seems like I'm like stabbing myself with a toothpick. dratz~ oh well~ we'll see how many people read my lousy posts. XD

Another lifeless day out of my life... Yeap, I think I'm about to suffer from depression again. Same symptoms I had the last time, luckily I pulled myself outta that crap hole, otherwise, I would have sink into the bottomless pit of crap. LOL! Pardon me for my retardedness~ zzz my life is so dull... what should I do to spice up my life? What can I do? I wonder~~~

Life hasn't really been exciting for me for the past few weeks. Boredom lingers around me. It's time I pick up something now! If not, work. XD I feel like a workaholic now. =D Or should I come up with some new flavored food? hmmm ok think I shall do that. Shall post the recipe soon! Pictures from Bintan shall be posted soon. soon~~~

Today's the 1st of april, which also means it's APRIL FOOL'S DAY! But damn~ when you don't really have much people to hang around with or talk to~ there's nothing much you can prank about. People~ talk to me. LOL

People that worked with me at the HSBC event, see anything familiar? Yeap! Noticed that in Bintan. XD Kinda brings back memories yea?

Stolen a pic from a friend's blog. XD was thinking that it's quite funny, hence imma show it to ya'll too.

now~ wonder how it'll look like with specs...

ok~ maybe not~ =x

I'm a baked potato~ And I'M PEELING!!! haha~ Kinda cool yet in the mean time, disgusting. hahahaha. damn~~

I AM BACK!

Missed me anyone? OK~ I don't think so. If you peeps are wondering where the heck I've been recently, I went to Bintan on the 17th till today. 3D2N in a double story villa with 5 other friends and a private club car! Namely, Clara, Jia Li, Pei Yi, Ruth, Benjamin and I.

Day 1

Departed from Tanah Ferry terminal at 5 pm. The ferry was travelling at a super high speed, such that we reached the island in a matter of seconds! o.O ok~ so there's actually a lag time of 1 hour. Headed straight to the resort and met with my 4 other friends that came 2 hours odd ahead of us. a in a matter of minutes~ (close to an hour actually) I met. Mr. Buggy! Ben drove Clara, Ruth and I back to the villa while Jia Li and Pei yi continued to shop over that the main lobby. After I fetched the other two ladies from the main lobby, It's dinner time! Pei Yi and Jia Li made dinner for us on the first night! Angel's hair with sausages, Campbell's soup, this weird spicy and sour clam thingy and baked beans! After our dinner, I decided to take a spin and tour around the resort with the older people. Oh, there's kinda like a age gap in our group. In the older corner! We have! Pei Yi, Jia Li and I! And in the younger corner! Clara, Ruth and Ben! Round 1! fight! Ding ding ding! anyway~ the 3 of us headed straight to the beach and the view was superb! Great wind, clear night sky with lots of stars, nice clear view of the horizon and last but not least, the beach! Chilled at a near by restaurant till 12 plus and headed back for more chilling and a game of black jack whereby the loser have to eat a WHOLE MOUTHFUL OF GOO! =D Consisting of Mashed potato, potato chips, parsley, nutella, Parmesan cheese and some other stuff. Disgusting eh? Ben had 2/3 of it. I had 1/3. Yes, it's a game between both of us. Seriously speaking~ I still thank that it tasted unique but nice.

Day 2
Clara and Ruth made breakfast for us! Slurps~
Headed down to the beach after that and that's when the FUN BEGAN!!! Ran straight for and into the waves. And after a few retarded clashed with them, they got so angry that they took my specs away as a token. So now I'm blind. Lucky for me that I bought a box of contact lens, hence, I could see again! Headed back down to the beach for another face off and snorkeling we go! Took a 15 minutes speed boat ride to a recommended snorkeling location and there, we jumped into the water and swam around for an hour. Corals were EVERYWHERE and so were clown fishes, sea urchins, plankton and other fishes. Chased a school of fishes just to find myself stuck in the midst of the coral reef. Had only 10 cm of clearance from my belly to their surface. luckily I got out without having and scratches or damages to them. Almost stepped on a sea urchin while I was re-wearing my goggles, if not, it'll good-bye to you all. what a dumb way to die. 23-year-old died from sea urchin poison when attempting to wear his snorkeling goggles. LOL! Ok next stop, Pasar Oleh Oleh! Had a wonderful lunch and shopped for our dinner and also a few little gifts. Had a temporary tattoo but Clara said that it doesn't suit me cause I have a kiddish look. T_T Headed back to the villa coz Jia Li had to go back to Singapore due to work matters. Dinner time~ Ben and I am in charge this time round. Well... all we're left is was noodles, cheese, bake beans, parsley, leftover rice, leftover chicken, egg, Egg, and EGGS~ So, cooking was rather easy. Menu: Scrambled eggs, Cheese omelet, omelet with ketchup, egg fried rice, dried-up chicken, baked beans and last but not least, noodles. After dinner and a short shilling session~ all of us went to bed.

Day 3

Woke up by Ben to catch the sunrise only to be disappointed by the cloudy sky which then blocked the emergence of the sun. Well, since we're there, we might as well do something, had a few pictures taken and then it's sea shells and crabs searching time. As Ruth and I walked along the coast line, we found quite a number of interesting things. A washed -up fish, a gigantic clam shell that we wanted to pry open but instead used to saved that fish and hence thrown away for I have got no isea why, clams sticking only an abandoned slipper with their "tongues" sticking out, yellow coloured sea water, dead-but-beautiful corals and mini lagoons on the beach itself. Walked so far from our starting point that Clara described us as a dot from her view. After we've satisfied ourselves with the things on our hand, we headed back to the villa and slacked till it time to check out and off to the ferry terminal we go~! 30 minutes before we enter the gates, I realised that I left a very nice oil painting which I bought at Pasar Oleh Oleh in the villa. After a while of persuasion by the rest, I called back to the resort to report that lost painting. Was told to wait at the ferry termial over at Singapore for the painting to be "delivered" by one of their staff but it never came. Oh btw, I think we waited for 1~2 hours. Thanks for waiting with me people. Rang them again and the lady said that they couldn't contact the staff and also find the painting. Shrugs... Oh well, my mistake. ^^ Thanks for helping me out though, appreciated. Headed down to Bedok for KFC and after which home by cab.

Though we really didn't do much and it doesn't really have the overseas holiday trip, overall, I still kinda enjoyed it. Well~ I might go there again someday. Might. OH~! PICTURES WITH CAPTIONS WILL BE SORTED OUT AND UPLOADED SOON! stay tuned~~~

As said earlier~ here's the pics of our recent gathering!!!
The rain ain't stoppin us from having fun!
MISS YOU GUYS!!! LET'S HAVE ANOTHER GATHERING SOON!

Met up with a few colleagues, great people to hang out with too. They are~ Celestine, Cynthia, Devien, Eugene, Zhao Xiang, Benjamin and Yi Jin. Was suppose to meet them at 9 am but I woke up late. hence again, I took a cab down to Vivo. Had breakfast at LJS, bought a pair of new flip flop. After we got all the things we should get, it's time for us to head over to Sentosa.

Everything was a-okay~ UNTIL!!! *JENG JENG JENG~!!!* It started raining once we stepped out of the tram. Shrugs, in any case, we decided to bunk at palawan beach, sat down at this ulu place, and decided to play the Game Of Concentration! At this point of time, I must say this, I'm sorry to the people that died at my hands! I'm evil. ok, I won't say 'bout what happened but pics might be posted soon. XD The rain ceased after a few rounds of laughter and fun. GOOD

CAPTAIN'S BALL!!! That was our 1st game. XD Kinda Imbalanced with the girl/guy ratio thing, but hell we had tons of fun! It's been so crap long since I've had so much fun and under the rain too!!!

Next up! Volleyball! hmmm... yet another imbalanced team... haha but it was fun too! hahaha. no pics taken during our games though. Eugene can make a very good goal keeper, he just dives for the ball for no reason and at times catching it too. =x

VOLLEY THE VOLLEYBALL CHALLENGE!!! Haha I'm a little embaressed to say this but 8 of us can only manage to volley the ball like hmmm 20 times? or was it 23? or lesser? dorgh, I forgot. ok. Yijin and Eugene ( the gene brothers) decided to take a dip and swim across the "lagoon" hence we waited for their return, headed for the shower and back to Vivo we go! OFF TO THE MOVIES!!!

But first, dinner at food republic, darn~ i was famished, same goes for the gene brothers. The not so hungry Zhao Xiang had cheese balls for dinner. o.O talk about a proper meal... haha. Caught the spiderwick chronicles!!! hmmm sorry people but i'd give it a low rating. Other than the way they end, the movie was quite predictable. For the sake of those that haven't caught the movie, I shall not say it here. Ask me if you want to know! XD

Ok, going off to bed now. 3 more hectic days to this hectic week for me. Jeff. Stay strong and keep smiling. STOP BEING STRESSED UP AND DEPRESSED!

Pictures and videos will be posted soon. -stay tuned-

Tweety!!!

Choc Truffle with Earl grey tea and Tiramisu with Dark Choc Frappe

Tweety and Tazzie ^_^

Met up with Stella yesterday. It's her 21st b day!!! Met up with her to pass her her pressies ^ ^. Since we both have time to spare, she decided to introduce me to one of the best tasting Choc Truffle of all times and it's down at NIE's Library! Laughed our guts out and FINALLY, we took a picture together ^^. Sadly, I had to head down to Newton by 7 pm for practise. See you soon Stella~!!

I'm totally worned out. From thurs till now, I had like less then 8 hrs of sleep.

Thursday
Out with me friends chilling and somehow turned out to be a session of consolation. reached home late. Stayed up late to do plannings/ researches for my upcoming Bintan trip. Darn it's messed up. Before I realise it, it's already morning but I can't sleep for if I do, I'd not be able to make it to PA in time.

Friday
After Chingay Preview, Kenrick, Mao and I decided to just chill till late. Hence, again, I couldn't sleep. So that's already 2 nights without slumber. Thought being a helper won't be tiring but no~ I was wrong. It can be really tiring without sleep.

Saturday
Had to reach PA at 3pm but cause of certain factors which I shall not say out, we couldn't make it in time to PA so we decided to go straight to Padang instead. Famished and Tired. Kenrick, Mao, Wei Yang and I decided to go to Raffles City for our dinner and rushed back after that. Chingay this year was kinda boring, rather dull I'd say. Oh well, a parade's a parade. Hitched a ride back to PA from the dancers and rotted for a while. Decided to play with the "helium" balloons but guess that it's not helium in there cause after inhaling the whole balloon of gas, there wasn't even any effect at all. Conclusion, it could be nitrogen instead. O.O! By right, I should be yawning like mad at this point of time but NO~! I was WIDE AWAKE! So I asked Kenrick and Mao (again) to accompany me to go for a short session of lan gaming at JEC. Oh Damn~ does their computer's suck or what! 1st there wasn't the games we wanted to play on ALL THE COMS that I CHANGED~! 4 times~! 4 diff coms~! Lousy Sh*t. Oh well, left that place at 3 plus am and walked home. ah~ 1st sleep after so long.

Sunday
Stayed up till 7, needed to go to (The Republic Cultural Centre)TRCC to help out @ backstage. 1st few to reach there and daze. We didn't do much there, basically what we did was pasting the schedule for the day at each and every places that the MUNGENTS should be able to see. Yes, It's their dance performance and they are M-A-D~!!! Super flexible people and the guys' pencil turns are like more than 10 rounds easily! CHECK THAT SH*T! If you wanna know what else they did, ask me, I won't exaggerate. Swear. After the whole performance, I met up with Brenda for supper @ causeway point's Burgerling XD (don't ask why). She've changed quite a lot from the last time we met ( 1 year ago). After supper, we went our ways and I decided to take 178 from woodlands back home. I thought it'd take me like close to 2 hours to reach home but guess what? It took only 45 mins~! COOL! Reached home at 12 plus, still awake or should I say "Zombified". Anyway I forced myself to sleep but only managed to sleep at 6 am

Monday
9 am, Nicholas, called me on my mobile telling me 'bout the submission of documentations to the Unis that we applied a few days back. Thanks to him, I woke up in shock and was wide awake all over again. (I meant it in a good way.) Decided to spread that news to Benjamin, met up with them in sch at 2 pm to get our result slips photocopied and certified, headed down the MOE HQ to get our O lvl certs reprinted ( yes we misplaced it. don't judge us, it'll be your turn soon! BWAHAHAHA). as it was late, we headed off to Breako to chill and dine instead. Bill was 73 bucks! We didn't have much though. Went to Ben's house to get a new game for PSP and chilled more at a nearby coffeshop while waiting for my childhood friend, Dennis, to come over for his dinner. He got lost. LOL! after a while he found his way, ate and took a ride on his bike back home. Chilly night~

Tuesday
Slept at 2 am till 6 am when I just popped out of my slumber all of a sudden and stayed awake till now. Went back to Ngee Ann to get our photocopied 'O' lvl certs certified too. 1st stop, NUS, handed in our documents to the lady-in-charge only to realise that we needed to include a photocopy of our IC/ passport/ birthcert. Damn all 3 of us to leave that out. Approached this helpful dude for directions to the photocopy services place, he offered to lead us to the place itself THANKS TONS DUDE~! Saved our LIVES~! But after he saved our lives, the stupid auntie in-charge of photocopying said she want to go for her lunch and don't want to help us photocopy our documents. Pissed with her. And again~! I approached another two good samaritans for directions for other photocopying services, this time round, they drew us a map of how to get to the place and lent us their cashcards. Hallelujah! Thank you God for letting us meet all the helpful people today. So we finally done all that's needed to do at NUS. Next stop NTU, headed there by cab and after a short wild geese chase, we managed to find the place to hand in our stuff. Damn NTU IS TOO BIG AND BUILDINGS ARE TOO SCATTERED~! Met up with Carol, ( ben's accquintance), went to JP to eat. lamed quite alot and after they left, i stayed back in jp to wait for my bestest best friend, Lydia, treated me to a wonderful meal of KFC, accompanied her to walk around JP looking for things that she wanted to buy but we didn't in the end. went home, and here am I, still awake, time now is 1:34am. I need to wake up at 7am and reach Boon Keng at 9am for a job interview. Should I sleep? damn.

I don't have much friends I guess. Peeps that I really care and bother about only come to me when they are in need. Yea, friends are meant to be used at times like this but what about the rest of the time when their lifes are going smooth? I'm no where to be found in their mind. Thanks people. I don't hate you. Just disappointed that's all. Now for your turn, think about it. How many of the people around you really consider a friend? sigh... Do I need friends?

Darn I'm excited. Planning to go overseas with two of my buddies. But prob is this, Phuket or Bintan? http://web.bintanlagoon.com/index.htm THIS IS SUPER ATTRACTIVE TO ME. dorgh~! back to planning XD

[Verse 1]
Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without
You around in my life
and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place
and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind

[Chorus]
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (You only)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again

[Verse 2]
I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you,
God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life

[Chorus (repeat till end)]
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (You only)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lonely)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again

Void

Darn... don't think that i'll be able to come online for the next few days. Lap top's charger is spoilt. Darn~ batt's running low. sigh~ call or sms me if any of you wanna find me k? 92317258. *shrugs*

hey people, have you ever wonder why sometimes you are feeling so mentally tired, so grumpy yet with no reasons or unexplanably emo? I've been wondering why. Are that like signs of depression? If that is, boy i'm in deep shit cause I've been having those thoughts for like months. I know, it's best to share your thoughts and stuff with someone that you trust and all but hmmm... it's really hard to do that. ok I shall not force my friends to share their stuff with me anymore. It's really hard especially at this point of time. relationship, family, friends, school, money... all these are just some of the factors that is affecting me right now and nope, they are not in sequence. Sigh~ Hey friends that are reading this, please don't feel bad that you cannot help or anything. It's not that I don't want to share or anything, but I really don't know how. Just feeling void. My life's empty.

No. I'm not even thinking of suicide, so don't worry. XD aiight, I'm feeling weird again. don't wry though. oh~ leave comments if you want k? =peace out=