just thought thati need an update... so yea.. updated..

FreakY DreaM

All started when I fell asleep ( DUH!), received a call from Stanley and Ray. They were calling from Shang Hai. I was all like o.O when I "received" the call. Told me that if I can, go over to Shang Hai ASAP cause there are some really cool things going on there and we will benefit from it ( i still do not know wads that). Alrighty then, right after we "hung" up, I told my parents straightaway that I want to go for this trip. My parents agreed almost instantly and as i go off to my room to pack up, they went back to their room and had a small quarrel. Mom and Dad came into my room after a while and passed me a thousand bucks for the trip and told me to spend it sparingly. I took the money over from Dad happily and unregrettably. Peiyi and Yen Cherng told me that they were going to for the trip too and they will be taking the middle class flight the next day. I was really happy as i'm going to have company with my good friends during the flight.But the problem was that I will be taking the economy class flight. So I went to ask Dad for more money. (wad the freaking sh*t I am) Dad seemed worried when I asked that but after a while, he took all the cash from his wallet and gave it to me with a smile. Man... I was all excited cos not only I can go Overseas again, I can even be in the same flight as my best friends. Things went on and yadayadaya. Couldn't finish packing my stuff as I still do not know what to bring so I asked Peiyi over to my place and help me in packing. As we were packing my stuff, Peiyi overheard my mom and dad's conversation and heard mom scolding Dad for giving me all that money and asked how long is he going to hide the fact that he is jobless already. After that, i got scolded by Peiyi for being a bai jia zi ( something like the scum of the family?) and told me that my Dad had already lost his job. Woke up right after I heard that. It was the end of that dream but it freaked me out as it seemed seriously real. Man... I feel like crap now...

MORE PICS OF FLUFFY!

Ya what? toopid... woke me up.

Yea, so wad time is it now???

Hey did u bring any food for me?

Aite as requested from Jaz, i shall reveal the 7s in my life.

7 things that freaks me out...
1. Flying Roach
2. Darkness
3. Loneliness
4. Losing my sight
5. Losing my lap top
6. The last days
7. Going to Hell

7 things that I like most...
1. Potato
2. Bitter Chocolate
3. Sushi
4. Sashimi
5. Archery
6. DANCE
7. Poetry

7 important stuff in my habitat...
1. My Laptop
2. Da Router
3. Air-conditioner
4. My bed
5. Da lights
6. BLANKIE!!!
7. Suppose to be my Punching bag

7 random facts about me...
1. I'm from the EM 3 stream in primary sch
2. I'm an Archer
3. I'm a dancer
4. I'm lame
5. I LOVE CHUA XIN JIE ( prove me wrong if u can)
6. In a quest of finding myself
7. I collect weapons

7 dying wish...
1. Be able to collect all the different type of shurikens
2. Master the art Ninjitsu
3. Own a set of Katana or Sakabato
4. To have 2 kids ( girl or boy also can)
5. Be a Professional Sniper/ Killer
6. Be in a special task force as a career
7. Score a total of 360 points in a 6x6 scoring round during an Archer competition.

7 BIG NONO...
1. Drugs
2. Smoke
3. Gangsterism
4. Glue
5. Stop smiling
6. Quit dancing
7. Quit playing

7 things i always say...
1. Wassup!!!
2. Wad the Heck
3. Sh*t you
4. Hungry
5. Bored
6. F U la..
7. HAHAHA!!!

7 Celeb crushes...
1. BO A!!!
2. BO A!!!
3. BO A!!!
4. BO A!!!
5. Jennifer Aniston
6. Hyori Lee
7. AND BO A!!!

7 Fav animals...
1. CATS!!!
2. DOGS!!!
3. Rabbits!!!
4. Hamsters
5. Snakes
6. Spiders
7. Sharks

haha Yeap, so this are the few of my 7 s. :)

Aite friends, some of you might know that i'm stubborn guy and always love to fight through any obstacles that comes by me. But there are some sh*t that hits me like a strong baseball bat swing that does real deep damages and scars my life and my feelings. Sh*ts like relationships, studies and family.

Taking damage from one of those factors again. Relationships. I've always been wondering why my past relationship ends only with a word. Failure. Had one that almost made it but i jerk it away. Darn... I'm crying now... tears just burst out while listening to Good Charlotte's Hold On. Thanks guys, you got me there. I really felt like letting go and you sang the chorus. Great timing.

I've been asking myself questions like "Do i really need to feel accepted, reconised by people?", "Why am I clinging onto this relationship so tightly, when I could just drop it and make me feel better?", "Why am i asking so much from her?" and many more. Found all those answers now. It's better not to let her parents know about this relationship till its really stable . Never really know when would it end too. so ya... its better not to let them know at the moment.

Sigh ain't know what to write already. ciaoz