Friday, June 30, 2006

When Can I See You Again Lyrics
by Babyface

When can my heart beat again
When does the pain ever end
When do the tears stop from running over
When does you'll get over it begin

I hear what you're sayin'
But I swear that it's not making sense
So when can I see you

When can I see you again
When can my heart beat again
When can I see you again
And when can I breathe once again
And when can I see you again

When does my someday begin
When I'll find someone again
And what if I still am not truly over
What am I supposed to do then

Please hear what I'm sayin'
Even if, if it's not making sense
So when can I see you

[HOOK]

Please hear what I'm sayin'
Even if, if it's not making sense
So when can I see you

[HOOK 2 times]

Thursday, June 29, 2006

Lifeless... Skipped school today... no mood for school... Wonder how did I scored for my Applied Mechanics... hope I can pass that... Got back my results for the other modules... not quite happy with it.. Thermodynamics 80 ( i lost 16 marks due to carelessness!!!), Engineering Math 3B, 71 ( forgot to do 1 question!) and Project Management 64. ZZzzz... I flared up at my lecturer for Project Management yesterday... Really can't take it anymore... Just imagine... He goes into the class... teaches you nothin at all and calls you to do the assignments... He don't even know how to use the programme!!! OMG!!! We gotta learn it by ourselves man... I wonder why did Ngee Ann even hire him... plz... someone just sack him!

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WHOO!!! LIM CHEE WEE GOT SACKED!!!! BWAHAHAHAHA... TIME TO GET BACK INTO NP ARCHERY CLUB AND OWN EVERYONE AGAIN!!!

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Hey, have your parents ever went to dye their hair??? I bet most of your parents do right? Colour like black... brown... maroon... ya? haha. my dad was hoping to that too... Disastrous... haha. Apparently my dad tried this hair dye out on his head. My mom helped... it's either that they got the wrong colour, or they left the dye on the hair for too long. haha My dad's hair colour become ORANGE!!! OMG!!! First think i see the hair colour, I thought of Kurosaki Ichigo... Then my dad role playing him... MAN!!! TOTALLY MESSED UP!!! hahaha! omg omg omg... can't stop laughing man... ARGH!!!! PAY PER VIEW!!! 2 bucks for each view!!! OMG!!! hahaha.. sry dad... my bad... anyway.. repeat after me... WASSUP!!!! ^_^

Friday, June 23, 2006

Hmmm... Shit... I forgot all bout my Applied Mechanics project... A 10 pages long essay... ZzZzZzz.. and also a script to write... Yea, that's right, a script. It's for a videography competition that a group of my friends and I decided to join.. aRgh!!! I'm Late!!! haha Come on! Give me some Ideas bout it! Story is bout hair cut... hmmm.. OMG!!! What is it suppose to be!!! ARGH!!!! i'm so in deep trouble.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Dance!!! haha sry i'm going crazy... Been thinking bout 8 counts of dance steps for like 3 hours plus... but nothing new struck my mind... damn... wonder when can we finish our 5 minutes dance... sigh... oh well.. hope that we can get it done before 22nd of August... got a performance that day... no idea if my crew ( not troupe) wants to clinche this show a not.. RAWR! =snores= i'll go think somemore.

Monday, June 19, 2006

hmmm.... after so long... I'm still trying to handle it... hmmm... yea... sigh...

Injured myself from doing stunts yesterday... my right ankle, both knees and my spine is hurt. Again. I have no freaking idea of what I am doing... Peeps... Next time, if you mind is not clear... DO NOT!!! I repeat! DO NOT ATTEMPT TO DO STUNTS!!! haha. oh well... resting at home like a freaking cripple now... who'll be there to bother bout me other than my parents... nawh... no one.. they don't even really bother bout my injuries... too used to it le... sigh... i should just bang my head into the wall now and probably get myself into a deep sleep. so that I can forget bout the past. :) ain't that better? oh well... let's see bout that... a broken skull to begin with... Ugly.. LOL!!! ZZzzz I have no idea wad the heck and i thinking now. I'm not even in the right mind to blog bout anything. so.. yea. signing off there. =poof=

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Ah... Tired... didn't know that dancing for 4 items in a row can be real tiring... haha.. yea... I had a performance this afternoon at toa payoh hub. :) hmmm... the crowd isn't really very big and most of them are Ah mas and young children. shagged... time now is... 21 11... Off to bed I go!!! Another performance tomorrow... same place... same time... ZzZzZ Snorez...
Peepz, I just realise something... The more you get yourself into a relationship... The more you'll put your heart and soul into it and you'll love the person more... In the same time... you'll get even more stubborn each time and will try to fight even harder for the relationship to last... But when it all comes to an end... The pain will be even more excrutiating... More unbearable...

You want to move on... Yet your legs are rooted to the concrete floor that you and your other half paved... But only that you forgot to move your legs until the concrete is totally dry... the only way that you can move on is to smash the concrete... Smash every single bit of it so you'll be free... But still there is a chain linked to the other person... And when you can't live with that chain... You have to break it... And the fastest way is to hate the person... If not, the other way round...

Sigh... Please hate me... I'm sorry to make you the "Bad person"... But I just can't hate you... I'm sorry... I love you...

Friday, June 16, 2006

Damn it man... Just how long will I stay like this... Damn it!!! I hate to be weak... Why the FARK I cried even talking to her bout things that has nothin to do with our past. SOMEONE JUST FARKING B*tchslap me man!
Artist Name: 98 Degrees
Album Name: 98 Degrees and Rising
Song Name: I Do (Cherish You)
Lyrics:
I do, I do, I do, I do
All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Til that day, I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart
'Til my dying day I do (I'll cherish you my baby)
Cherish you (This much I know it's true)
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will (I'll always love you baby)
Love you still (This much my love it's true)
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
Yes I do (I really love you)
I do (I really love you)
If you're asking do I love you this much
Baby I do (I'll cherish you my baby)
Cherish you (This much I know it's true)
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking me do I love you this much
Baby, I do
I do
I think I really need counselling... I'm totally breaking down into bits now... I'm just a freaking weakling... even though I kept forcing myself to hold back those tears... They just keep rolling down... I really need some help over here... Every single thing I do now makes me think of her all over again... Yes... Even when I shampoo my hair... I'd even think of when she helps me to wash my hair... Never knew that that moment of happiness could also become something that could hurt me even more... Shit man... I so feel like screaming out loud now... Feel so desperate... so lonely... helpless... Sucks... this all just suck big time... Peeps that I've helped in their emotional problems before... PLEASE HELP ME NOW!!! :'(


With you in my life,
I had the strength to do anything.

But now you're gone,
I'm reduced to almost nothing.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

You don't miss your water till the well runs dry...

Since the day we parted, I’ve been thinking a lot bout the time we had. Been laughing and crying like a retard when I think of the every single moment that we've spent together. I’ve always been like that though. Starting from the day that I saw you performed “Cats” during assembly till the day that we break…



Sigh…




I miss you a lot... How bout you??? Sigh… Is it really that easy to let a person that you loved so much leave your heart??? Man… I'm totally nerfed… sigh… hope that you'll come back to me someday. I really love you… I really do… When will you come back to me to complete me once again??? I just suck don’t I???

Friends, that’s what you want us to be, maybe for now, maybe forever. I’ll try my best to be your friend, just a normal friend. Give me more time. I need more time. I don’t know how long I will take or how long will I last… Please wait for me just like I’m waiting for you ok?

I Love You...