Darn I'm excited. Planning to go overseas with two of my buddies. But prob is this, Phuket or Bintan? http://web.bintanlagoon.com/index.htm THIS IS SUPER ATTRACTIVE TO ME. dorgh~! back to planning XD

[Verse 1]
Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without
You around in my life
and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place
and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind

[Chorus]
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (You only)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again

[Verse 2]
I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you,
God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life

[Chorus (repeat till end)]
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (You only)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lonely)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again

Void

Darn... don't think that i'll be able to come online for the next few days. Lap top's charger is spoilt. Darn~ batt's running low. sigh~ call or sms me if any of you wanna find me k? 92317258. *shrugs*

hey people, have you ever wonder why sometimes you are feeling so mentally tired, so grumpy yet with no reasons or unexplanably emo? I've been wondering why. Are that like signs of depression? If that is, boy i'm in deep shit cause I've been having those thoughts for like months. I know, it's best to share your thoughts and stuff with someone that you trust and all but hmmm... it's really hard to do that. ok I shall not force my friends to share their stuff with me anymore. It's really hard especially at this point of time. relationship, family, friends, school, money... all these are just some of the factors that is affecting me right now and nope, they are not in sequence. Sigh~ Hey friends that are reading this, please don't feel bad that you cannot help or anything. It's not that I don't want to share or anything, but I really don't know how. Just feeling void. My life's empty.

No. I'm not even thinking of suicide, so don't worry. XD aiight, I'm feeling weird again. don't wry though. oh~ leave comments if you want k? =peace out=