Thursday, September 29, 2005

Ok my friends ( though i know no one visit this blog.), gonna tell you more about me. see that cat up there? yep, the one with its back facing us. She's my favourite cat, Fluffy!. I wouldn't even call it a stray cause its just too untrue to be one. peepz, trust me on that. no cats down at the viod deck of my block look like a stray cat to anyone that looks at it. they don't even deserve that name cause there are people that feed them. people like me! hahaha. you might say that they will lose their instincts by us always feeding them, but you are totally wrong. i witnessed (again) another cat named(by me), Stripes, killed a bird while it was flying past it. ITS TOTALLY GRUESOME! yuck. Can't forget how the poor bird yelp for help and stuggle to get outta Stripes fangs. Anyway, i'm an animal lover and i do mean all kinda animal which also mean that when i see anyone doing harm to or bullying an animal, that's it for that person. No room for excuse, face my wrath first then we talk about it. haha. well... that's my rash and stupid. sigh... ain't got nothing to write anymore. kinda sleepy. so ciaoz

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

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Have you ever thought of giving up in life? The things going through you mind is just like TONS and you have nothin' and/or no one to be there for you. But hey, you have a partner to share things with you. Ain't that right? Nawh... yes i do have a partner, but i do not know how to relate my problems to her. It's just like a pure chinese meeting a russian or whatever. Other than hand signs, there are no other way to communicate. I'm not saying that my girl and I communicate throught sign languages but we just don't seem to understand each other that well. We are still trying but obstacles just hit us like a Cat 5 storm. Things just suck at times. How can we improve our relationship? :( I seriously have no idea. There are things that I've did and I'm wrong. I'll do my best to end them and make sure they'll never happen again. I know what and when I've done wrong too. How bout you? Sigh.. the 5 W and 1 H hit my brain again. Ack'! Everything's messed up. Sigh.. think I'll be better later on.

Watching a TV programme on channel 8 now. Colours of the Blind. Though it's kinda Cheena, but it really teaches us alot. Real meaningful lo. hmm.. when i can i write another poem again? Darn.. i got no idea what to write anymore... sigh...


*messed up *
Taz
the flame is dying