Tired and Sadden...

Sometimes, i just wonder how can a couple that have pointless quarrels be together for so long. is it because the both of them truly love each other so much, that they do not bear to part? They do not know how to phrase the words? Or just because that hate to see each other or themselves being sad? but if it's so, doesn't it mean that they still have feelings for each other?

Sigh... i'm kinda lost in space now. My personal space. All alone in a corner thinking of the 5W and 1 H in my relationship with her. We just had another small and pointless quarrel but yea, its a good chance to speak our hearts out to one another. Just wonder, when can we ever go out freely and without her fretting for reasons/ lies to tell her mom just to meet up with me. This afternoon, she called me up and asked if i want to go out with her. I kinda rejected her when she called me to meet her at far east first. I didn't know that she's not aware of me hating to meet people far away while i have to travel alone. Was quite dissapointed in her and i'm sure that she's dissapointed in me too. Darn... Freak this entry la... my mind is in a deep mess now... DARN THE WHOLE THING!

Shcool's(<--- on purpose) Archer no more !!!
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Nawh... its juz a dream i had last night. Still ain't happy 'bout the unreasonable "sack" from my school's archery team. Not gonna be a sore loser here but sometimes i just wonder how Lim Chee Wee look at people and even if he is a paid coach of Ngee Ann Archery Club, what gives him the right to judged people and condemn them? Now i realise why was he fired from the post of the National Archery Team Coach. Reason is that he got a humongous problemo with this mouth.

Man... later did i knew that he has an infamous name throughout all Singapore Archery Coaches. WOW!!! Never mention this name infront of other coaches man... they'll go something like " HA! That guy arh?! He talk alot of stupid things one right? So how? When you all go for training, he got coach you people?" And we will go, " NO!" Madness right? but yea, that's the truth, its more of like we are coaching ourselves and also our juniors. Luckily i'm outta the team but i had to give up my post as president too. sianz... but its ok la... with greater power comes greater responsibility and i'm not sure whether can i hold that respondsibility or not.

Heed Martin's advice, along with Shanthi, we went to CDANS (as usual) for self-training a few dayz back. Decided to join their team since i'm not under any coach now. Thanks Terris for accepting me into ur team. From next week, onwards, ITS TRAINING TIME!!!


alright, imma poof off now. ciaoz!