Yo Peeps, well as I promised~ here's my poem~! Nawh... Well it really is my poem. copyrighted too. Edited it though. XD Here's the original copy wrote that a couple of years back. Still can't really find good things to write about. Well... yea. ^_^ my first work. Thanks to Mrs. Lim Lye Sim for introducing me to poetry. Enjoy this poem... *pst* it was being published on a sch book b4.

Waiting(edited. "now it's called letting go")

Late in the dark of the night
There I was lying down staring into the velvet sky
Like an artist, the stars drew your face
Smiling brightly at me

Memories of us flashed inside my head
When we were talking shyly to each other
And shared those happy things and sad

All I want is to be with you
To know you, to embrace you
Close to my heart
To love you with my heart and soul

But you turned and walked away
Sorrow trickled down my face
Continued for days and days

Rays of light shout out of the horizon
Lifting this world up
Even though we've part our ways
There our footsteps still remain
But slowly fading
Away.

Time in a bottle by Jim Croce.
Emo Song For The Week! Nice lyrics and nice guitar work.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSp0PEBuzEc

I've been quite depressed for these few weeks. Please don't ask me what cause I don't really know why too. Might be due to the fact that I'm searching for inspirations for poems. Looking into the lives of people and all.

If some stranger were to yell out for help in the midst of a crowd and no one responds, will you answer it? Or instead you will be the first to answer it?

Friends. How would you define that word? A person that would be there for you no matter what time is it or where you are? Another person for you to boast about? A person that you would seek only when you need help or just a listening ear?
For people that knows me and thinks that they agree with the third definition that I said, please get out of my life. I'm serious about this. I've always been telling my friends that I'm honoured and glad when they come to me for help. I've always been willing to help them out, even now. But ever since I look deeper, I tend to question myself. Why am I providing this kind of "services" to them? I still can't answer why. Maybe that's cause we are friends? Sigh... I really don't know why.

Seek help. I've always been telling my close friends that if they have problems in their life, don't keep it in their heart. Let them out, if not, it'll be the same as blowing air into a balloon until it burst. But why it's so hard for me to tell someone about the things that's going in my brain? Still prefer to put my emotions into poetry and dance. I should start doing something soon. I'm about to burst.

People that's reading this, please don't feel bad. That's me. well at least I wrote it out. haha. Look out for my upcoming poems as they drill deep into your heart. XD

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and if you're not, u better start lovin them
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Yo Peeps~! CHECK THIS TWO OUT!!! GLOBAL OWNAGE!!! ALL HAIL TO SALAH! haha

Part 1~!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUh9BB7OPOI&NR=1
Part 2~!
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In my Dreams,
I Died.
Peace.

LOL. just woke up. Dreamt that I died. How I died and all, I forgot but it all seemed real. Damn... weird dreams again.

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Why must I lose my wings and burn my body just to search for the light in the darkness?

I am the Darkness
I can never become a butterfly
I will just wander in the darkness.
A foolish moth.

COOL HAIKU FROM AN ANIME!

It's 8:47 am, a great Tuesday morning in the quiet project room. NO CLASSICAL MUSIC today! CHEERS. what a great morning. going down to the workshop in a few minutes time. labour work from 9 -5. LOL. project's boring. seriously. What I meant was actually my group members. non-humourous, not serious, no nothing. their commitment, logic, IQ everything bout them is like hanging in mid air, supported by absolutely nothing at all. zzz shucks. so bored. received news from that the bald head came down yesterday and gave another session of tongue lashing to them. Why does he always appear when i'm not around? lol.. i'm starting to wonder. ok. time to be the brain again. i swear, i'm not boasting. that's how lousy my group is. not just about them. as a team. us. zzz

how've everyone been? hope that you're all not doing any stunts w/o fully concentrating. Fell last Sunday, on the back of my head and left shoulder. Now my shoulder and neck is aching, not forgetting a bump on the head. hahaha. thinking back bout it, i could have twisted my body in mid air before hitting the ground.. or maybe not. well... no more round off back somersaults for me for 1 week ^ ^wanna heal ASAP! need to train for NAPHA and to perfect my backsomersaults! LOL! SHA!!!

Are you happy? Are we happy? I've been thinking bout this all of the time. no. not just bout relationships. Even for our everyday life. The things we do or say, the things we did that affect ourselves and let alone others. Who can say that they are truly happy? Who can say that they are not? I'm a brainer. LOL. well... just my thoughts.

Darn man.. Classical music and opera in the morning? In the project somemore! CRAP! ZZZZ sleepers man... i'm dying from the music. . . sucks. dead

OK i swear that i gotta say this right here, right now. Diarreoa IS COOL!!! just imagine, u vomit and shit for long, YET! you don't feel a bit hungry at all! hahaha ok sry peeps. ooff to the toilet again =poof=

Hey peeps, US police are indeed so helpful... Even with Math!!

If you have siblings that is younger than 5, tell him or her to try this! LOL!!!
http://sg.video.yahoo.com/video/play?vid=904564

News update. 7.9 magnitude recorded on Ritcher Scale!! Earthquake struck Southern Sumatra, Indonesia. Somewhere 15.6km away from Palembang and Padang. People, PLEASE PLEASE pray for their well being.

Just realised that there will be earthquakes somewhere around the world everyway. check this site! Gayness.. http://earthquake.usgs.gov/eqcenter/recenteqsww/Quakes/quakes_all.php

COOL!!! FINANLLY!!! The long awaitedmovie for Bleach is out! catch it on Crunchyroll!!! http://www.crunchyroll.com/showmedia?id=156147

Anyway... Did u guys feel any tremors today? Must be really strong or near in order to reach Singapore. Hope that the epi center is far away from any land and that it won't create any tsunamis or hurt anyone this time. Hmmm... well it's my 1st time feeling a tremor like this. it's not common if you live in Teban. LOL. The tremors feels kinda cool and interesting. wonder how it feels to be at the place itself. hmmmm... sry if i'm too insensitive. Peeps! pray for the ppl that's really affected aiight?

signing off.

i need a new blogskin.. anyone has any intros??? in the project room now... feeling really bored. it's gonna be another long day....

How difficult is it for a supervisor to help his group? TELL ME HOW DIFFICULT CAN IT GET?
Seriously speaking, this is for everyone out there. If you don't bother much bout your project group. DON'T FARKING GIVE USELESS COMMENTS TO UR GROUP MEMBERS! THIS IS TO FOO JEE KHOON! SHUT UR PIE HOLE UP!

Check this out... super cool sword display http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBe0BG4OlTA

Tomorrow's Teachers' Day, so, HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!!! ya'll are super cool! For some shout outs, Mrs. Lim, Usha Wassan, Mr Tan, Mdm Norrita! Thanks for changing me into a better man! But there's of course Mr Lam and Mrs Law! They are the ones that turned me 180 degrees around !! My Vice-Principals! from both primary and secondary sch. Thanks ya'll for taking care of me in the academic years!!! Thanks! But hmmm.. they should have a Vice-Principal day shouldn't they? shud suggect it soon. haha. HAPPY VICE PRINCIPAL DAY TO ALL THE VP'S IN THE WORLD

ok another dumb videos for all to chill ^ ^ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwLrgxtALWs
COLLEGE SAGA!

Ok. I'm officialy BORED!!! going to sch from 8 -5 just to do nothing. Ngee Ann really gotta consider giving final year students at least a week of break b4 getting us down to sch everyday from 8 -5 for us to do our project. at least we'll be more motivated. LOL! aiight... i'm super bored.got no idea what to write or what to do. no motivation at all. so i guess imma either game or sleep.

snorez away..

phew~ today's a good day ^ ^ jogged 12 km with my best buddy, Lydia! Roxor! Gonna do it again! Run's good. The run started out from the esplanade bridge, running towards lao pat sat, entering ECP, across the shears bridge, exit via fort road, up the nicole highway, and STRAIGHT TOWARDS THE FINISHING LINE!!! XD realised that i can run, but i need to get my stamina and fitness back first. My personal record for long distance run is 1 hr and 35 mins ( this is my 1st long distance run. LOL!!!) and it's all thanks to Lydia for the constant support that she had been giving me through out the run. Looking out for each other. ROXOR! though we both ended with a bit of injury ( her knee injury was bothering her and i kinda aggrivated my right ankle's injury.) Met up with Adam after that and headed back home.

Darn! i totally forgot bout today's meeting and dinner. went home, bathed, played some games on my laptop. haha. i knew there was something that i need to do but i just can't seem to remember. so... ^ ^ i went to bed. snoreZ~

Hey all after reading my post, check this siteout. LOL! World's favourite videoclip has come to town! GIRLY MAN! MAN! MAN! MAN! MAN! MAN! MAN! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zDKcevMFUCo XD! ENJOY IT!

Still to come~ Standard Charter's 10 km run. haha. Happens to be on my birthday too~! 2nd dec! YAHOO! Training shall commence now. this time round, imma run even faster and hopefully have a higher ranking. Friends, if u are interested in joining me, go to this webby and check it out. http://www.singaporemarathon.com/en/ Hope you'll join me for the run this year end ^ ^ aight enough of blogging, back to games.

Just wanna be alone.

so let me be.

=my heart has died=

Shagged! that's what i'm feeling now. heart beats pumping like mad... 9 am... final paper... and i ain't asleep, i ain't really ready for it. School's where I am at the moment. hiding and chilling with a group of 6 at the student union room. giving in our last charge at the darned module, instrumentation and control. Wish me luck all ^ ^ aiight, back to studying while the rest are playing cards. HAHA!!

Tazzie

Misses

Someone

FIRST OFF!!! Thanks alot Bunny a.k.a. Htet Maw!!! For sending me a song that I just can't seem to find! It's called "Way back into love" by Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett which was also from the movie Music & Lyrics. Though I missed that movie *shrugs*, the song still manage to get my attention and support. hahaha. SUPER NICE!!! Phew, just came back for a practise run... did a little more than 2.4km but it took me almost 15 minutes to complete it. Darn... From this day onwards, imma improve it man... 6 km everyday! do or die! hahaha. take it as a training for NAPHA and Army! RAWR!!! DETERMINATION MAX!!! Studied like a Geek today.from 9 am till 8pm on just 1 module but at least i know that I'll definately pass it ^ ^ hence, everything's aiight for me. Worth it!!! hmmm this is all i remember for today. HAHAHA. ok i shall chunk the lyrics for "Way back in love" down below. Enjoy ^ ^

"Way back in love" Music & Lyrics
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration 

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love 

And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

sigh~ I've been thinking alot lately... bout things that has been going on in my life. The Ins and outs. Bout my academic issues especially. It's really worrying me tons. Usually I'd just write my feelings and thoughts down into poems and i'd feel much much better. but now... i can't even think of a good sentence to start off. let alone even write it. ARGH!!! STRESSED!!! I seriously need help... but I don't think anyone can aid me on that... sigh... signing off.

help me.

anyone?

hey sup peeps. darn, it's been long since i've updated this blog.
1st lemme give a shout out to all my Besties!
Brenda! U BETTA STUDY HARD I TELL YA!
Gen! All the best in your studies at LaSalle!
Tweety! T_T why do u always seem to be so busy? well. all da best in NTU! ^_^Lydia! Just follow your heart aiight?
Adam! Aw~ sad case, u lost ur Psp. BUT WTH u bought another on the next day! u rich ass.
Dennis! stop watching porn! (LOL)
ok shout out's done.

now~ cursing. DARN U BLOODY FOO!!! STOP FARKING PLAYING OUT ON US EACH AND EVERYTIME! oh my bad guyz, Foo Jee Khoon, my "project supervisor". He's a bloody dumb fark that nv appears or helps us at all. Not only that he's not helping, he's really dissing us off. givin us false hope and all shit. saying that our drawings and calculations are all good. but during the panel assessment, it's all nuts! panel leaders screwed us badly, but not as bad as he did. it's totally dumb. I shud have sadi that it was him that said the things were all good. ARgh! FARK U FOO!!! WITH MY MOUTH FILLED WITH VULGARITIES, IMMA SWEAR AT YOU EVERY SINGLE TIME I SEE YOU!!! DIE YOU BALDY! ( no offence to the other baldies out there.)