I've been quite depressed for these few weeks. Please don't ask me what cause I don't really know why too. Might be due to the fact that I'm searching for inspirations for poems. Looking into the lives of people and all.

If some stranger were to yell out for help in the midst of a crowd and no one responds, will you answer it? Or instead you will be the first to answer it?

Friends. How would you define that word? A person that would be there for you no matter what time is it or where you are? Another person for you to boast about? A person that you would seek only when you need help or just a listening ear?
For people that knows me and thinks that they agree with the third definition that I said, please get out of my life. I'm serious about this. I've always been telling my friends that I'm honoured and glad when they come to me for help. I've always been willing to help them out, even now. But ever since I look deeper, I tend to question myself. Why am I providing this kind of "services" to them? I still can't answer why. Maybe that's cause we are friends? Sigh... I really don't know why.

Seek help. I've always been telling my close friends that if they have problems in their life, don't keep it in their heart. Let them out, if not, it'll be the same as blowing air into a balloon until it burst. But why it's so hard for me to tell someone about the things that's going in my brain? Still prefer to put my emotions into poetry and dance. I should start doing something soon. I'm about to burst.

People that's reading this, please don't feel bad. That's me. well at least I wrote it out. haha. Look out for my upcoming poems as they drill deep into your heart. XD