Been havin alot of pleasant dreams this few nights bout the past that is. No matter how much i tell myself that it's over, but at least this memories are still with me and fresh, I just can't stop my tears from trickling down. Sigh... Still, I'm forcing myself to let it go, but at the same time, a part of me still holds on to her. Argh... My mind's all messed up again... ciaoz