I think I really need counselling... I'm totally breaking down into bits now... I'm just a freaking weakling... even though I kept forcing myself to hold back those tears... They just keep rolling down... I really need some help over here... Every single thing I do now makes me think of her all over again... Yes... Even when I shampoo my hair... I'd even think of when she helps me to wash my hair... Never knew that that moment of happiness could also become something that could hurt me even more... Shit man... I so feel like screaming out loud now... Feel so desperate... so lonely... helpless... Sucks... this all just suck big time... Peeps that I've helped in their emotional problems before... PLEASE HELP ME NOW!!! :'(


With you in my life,
I had the strength to do anything.
But now you're gone,
I'm reduced to almost nothing.