This sarks... thought i've been through sh*t... thought i could bare with the pain and all... but i lost it... Lost it all... Ain't know wad to do... In need of a direction... Thought it could be cool and smooth... But guess i'm wrong once more... Ain't gonna treat it the way I use to no more... No more giving in all I can for it... For all I care now, there's no point in doing so much... You only know how sh*ttified when it backfires... Just let it roll by itself till someday when it shatter on it's own... Weak as I use to be and still am... Read my lips. Beat It!

I'm seriously disappointed and messed up now... In need of a listening ear from any of my friends... but they are no where to be found... Now I know why Connie said about the different kinda friends... Now I understand that statement...

Sigh... If you are reading this now... And you get pissed off or affected by what I say... Pardon me... It's straight from my head at this point of time... I'm not going to delete this post or make changes or whatever... Reason why am I "show-casing" my thoughts is cause I have no one to really talk to... No one that feels me... Feeling so lonely... Sigh... Guess i'll just end here...

A day more two remain apart, a notch lesser of their feelings remain...