Tired and Sadden...

Sometimes, i just wonder how can a couple that have pointless quarrels be together for so long. is it because the both of them truly love each other so much, that they do not bear to part? They do not know how to phrase the words? Or just because that hate to see each other or themselves being sad? but if it's so, doesn't it mean that they still have feelings for each other?

Sigh... i'm kinda lost in space now. My personal space. All alone in a corner thinking of the 5W and 1 H in my relationship with her. We just had another small and pointless quarrel but yea, its a good chance to speak our hearts out to one another. Just wonder, when can we ever go out freely and without her fretting for reasons/ lies to tell her mom just to meet up with me. This afternoon, she called me up and asked if i want to go out with her. I kinda rejected her when she called me to meet her at far east first. I didn't know that she's not aware of me hating to meet people far away while i have to travel alone. Was quite dissapointed in her and i'm sure that she's dissapointed in me too. Darn... Freak this entry la... my mind is in a deep mess now... DARN THE WHOLE THING!