I'm lost again. Lost in directions. Lost in my walk of life. Everything seem like a maze and i'm walking in a perfect circle. Studies, Relationship, Religion, CCA... Tons of things that i'm blur about. I'm struggling with my studies, can't cope with most of the modules except for CAD. Really need alot of help but i have no idea who to look for. :(

Though my relationship with Xin Jie is kinda smooth now, but i have no idea whether should i really be in a relationship at this point of time. I really love her alot. So much that i'll rather die den to break up with her. (Dear, if u are reading this now, dun think so much ok? I Love You!!!)

Last night, Rebbecca asked me to go back to church and give myself another chance. I haven't give her an answer yet as i'm still thinking whether can i commit myself to church like i use to as my time is really packed now. I don't want to dissapoint anyone again but if i were to go back, i'll have to sacrifice my archery training and dance which i don't really want to, they are already part of me. Becca, give me a little more time.

I'm not really doing well in my CCA (Archery club). Not as that i'm not performing well but i'm still unsure of what a good president would be like. I'd really hate to see the club tarnished in my hands. There'll be a festival for archers this august and we have to train for 30 meters distance and also stamina shooting. Hopefully some of us are able to shoot more than 1000 arrows on that day. I'd really want some more badges, especially from FITA.

Think i shall this entry here... -Poof- off to meet my girl!